Saturday, December 4, 2010

Oh! Haiz. =

This time,
I would like to express my feeling,
which I keeping it for like. . .
since long time ago, I guess.
@.@

I'm sure each of everyone ever figure out what they want,
or what they need.
Sometimes,
they even wanted/needed those so badly.
Well,
I also wanted it and needed it so badly either.
What is it?
Just simple.
My own laptop for myself.
Hm.

Since before I got in to university,
I want one of those laptop that I was targeted long before- model of Asus.
I still remember that I wanted Asus K40ab so badly even crazy!
So, I asked for my dad to buy me one of those.
He just told me to wait.
I just wait,
kinda excited.
But now seems like I waited it for too long.
I haven't had my own laptop yet.
How about it?
So sad right?

'Funny' thing that I want to tell u all,
when I'm stayed at the hostel,
*now its like one and the half year already*
there are many of my friends asked for me to format their laptop.
I guess this is one of my 'way' that able to make friends.
Until they even call me 'dukun' (Eng- Shaman).
They think that I'm able to settle all their laptop problem,
not the hardware part okay!!

Every time when my friends keep saying that my OWN LAPTOP should be fine with me,
because I got all these skills to 'heal' those laptop.
Then I just, "huh? I don't even have a laptop."
They were suprised.
One of my room mate also shocked when he realized that I don't have laptop.
He just said,
"U just format and 'repaired' all those your friend's laptop,
but funny thing is u even don't have one of those,
kinda strange of u.
How did u learn all these skill?"

I was like, just agreed with him, and smile.
I told him that I just did all the experiments on personal computer (PC) at my home.

Hm.
Last few months ago,
I was kinda shocked when my brother has bought a new laptop,
not my taste but he does have one.
I was wondering whether I can get one?
So I asked my brother.
He said my dad later will give me some budget,
to buy laptop,
for me!
Yes!
I was like excited for it!
Can't wait!

But seems,
it turn out to disappoint.
No news about it come to my dad's mouth,
even my brother haven't mention it.

I was like never ask for my dad for it.
It is like asking for money from my parents.
Is it stupid or what?
Tell u guys,
I never ask for money from them since I was 18,
only if they wanted to give me,
then I just took it.
I never ask.
I guess asking money from my parents is one of the hardest thing.
I am not a spoiled child,
that can ask anything from my parents,
That's not me.
That's really not me.

What can I do right now?
Hoping Santa Claus will give me the laptop of Asus for this Christmas?
I wish so!
I really wish it so damn badly.
I needed it.
I wanted it.
Maybe I'm only can 'enjoyed' having it in my dream.
Wish can sleep forever.
T.T

Therefore,
there are NO CHEERS for today.
Haiz.
==
Bye!
*emotional mood*

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